I don't really enjoy my birthdays.
Don't get me wrong. It is not that my friends or family did not do a good job.
Sometimes they do surprised me and especially this time round.
On my birthday 'eve', my family surprised me with a song and a CHOC cake in the living room with the lights off and I am very thankful for that because I don't expect them to do it but every year they will.
I m thankful for my new cg to surprise me in the morning with another gift and another cake even when they already celebrated for me on friday after the cgm.
and for the dinners, movies, paintball and etc.
I really appreciate you guys for doing so many things and even tomorrow I am going to Toy Museum for my belated birthday treat.
I felt like I am going for an examination on this very day of every year.
And on this day, I will be able to know whether am I being a good friend to you because if I did, you will appear.
And maybe because of this reason, I do not fancy such occasions; all the birthdays or even christmases.
It is like a hard truth.
Everyone matters, everybody. But how much time do we have each day, enough for us to spend with everyone.
I decided to buy a planner and write down every single thing I need to do because really, it matters.
At least this is what I can do to make my day worth while.
oh yes, my parents are out of town a few days ago and I just found out. Apparently, they did not tell me, I found out.
on a lighter note, I am on their bed watching shows at this unearthly time as though I am a king, LION KING.
AH HA! I can go out now if i want to and nobody will wake up and nag at me.
*But I am lazy*