G

Thank You for not giving up on me.

Intense week

Never let You go.

What an intense week. Warfare after warfare. 

I guess whatever we are going through right now no matter how hard it is. 

The tougher it is, the greater the breakthrough. I believe that my breakthrough will come tomorrow during the next few days of the sessions. :) God will never forsake me.

Thoughts

Feelings of light

That night we lay on the pillow with the blue blanket
and listen to the different types of music
I closed my eyes and know you are just beside
the different melody and beats.
So much laughter and talks
drown the music away
You know I'm not good with words
even when the whole world came crashing down on us

It does not matter, knowing you are right beside,
now I will answer you as best I can:
I'm here, always here.
like the true colour of light
before it is fractured and labelled
containing simply everything 

In the known and unknown spectra

Just a buzz, a text, a call away. 

Anytime, anywhere.
I am here, always here for you.

Staying the same.

Influence

Think twice before you speak, because your words and influence will plant the seed of either success or failure in the mind of another.Napoleon Hill

We cant control what people gonna speak to us about but we can control what we want to hear from them. The best way to receive is not to filter out the negative comments but to take it positively. Use it as a motivation to move forward in a better position.

Don't let them bring you down, show them who you are becoming!

To be BETTER not bitter!

Psalm 42

Yearning for God in the Midst of Distresses

To the Chief Musician. A Contemplation^[a] of the sons of Korah.

42 As the deer pants for the water brooks,
So pants my soul for You, O God.
² My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When shall I come and appear before God?^[b]
3 My tears have been my food day and night,
While they continually say to me,
“Where is your God?”

⁴ When I remember these things,
I pour out my soul within me.
For I used to go with the multitude;
I went with them to the house of God,
With the voice of joy and praise,
With a multitude that kept a pilgrim feast.

⁵ Why are you cast down, O my soul?
And why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him
For the help of His countenance.^[c]

⁶ O my God,^[d] my soul is cast down within me;
Therefore I will remember You from the land of the Jordan,
And from the heights of Hermon,
From the Hill Mizar.
⁷ Deep calls unto deep at the noise of Your waterfalls;
All Your waves and billows have gone over me.
⁸ The Lord will command His lovingkindness in the daytime,
And in the night His song shall be with me—
A prayer to the God of my life.

⁹ I will say to God my Rock,
“Why have You forgotten me?
Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?”
¹⁰ As with a breaking of my bones,
My enemies reproach me,
While they say to me all day long,
“Where is your God?”

¹¹ Why are you cast down, O my soul?
And why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God;
For I shall yet praise Him,
The help of my countenance and my God.

That's what faith can do

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes
And make a new beginning

Anyone can feel the ache
You think it's more than you can take
But you're stronger
Stronger than you know

Don't you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

It doesn't matter what you've heard
Impossible is not a word
It's just a reason
For someone not to try

Everybody's scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It'll be alright

Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

Overcome the odds
You don't have a chance
(That's what faith can do)
When the world says you can't
It'll tell you that you can

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do
That's what faith can do

Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise

thoughts

"Love is simple, don't complicate it."

G

I love You and You kept me going.

T

Holidays starts now

I hope holidays are not ending so soon!

I need to enjoy and be crazy so that I can start studying for the next semester! 

Busy people change the world. Every week, I will start planning my coming week to make sure that I will not waste my time and also helps to manage my priorities better.

sometimes i feel like murdering you.

Life starts now

Exams are over.

WAR ZONE

to 

EXAMS

18 Days Counting Down

18 days counting down...Exam!

I am embracing my future! Argh! This is so intensive! 

I went to my "nothing" box every single day this week. 

LOL! yes yes yes, I am suppose to study! ARGH!

Gotta start doing so on monday! I can't afford not to score!

Ice cream!!!

Who's with me???

Blogged.
there.

Still and know He is God

STILL

HILLSONG / Worship

Key: C

Intro: | F | Am | C/G | G |

C  HIDE

G/B  ME

F/A  NOW

UN

Dm  DER

D/F#  YOUR

Gsus G  WINGS

C/E  COVER

F  ME

WI

Dm  THIN YOUR MIGHTY

G  HAND

C/E  WHEN THE OCEANS

F  RISE

AND

G  THUNDERS

C  ROAR

C/E  I WILL SOAR WITH

F  YOU

AB

G  OVE THE

Am  STORM

C/E  FATHER, YOU ARE THE

F  KING

OV

G  ER THE

C  FLOOD

G/B  I WILL BE

F/A  STILL

AND KNOW

G/B  YOU ARE

C  GOD

FIND REST MY SOUL

IN CHRIST ALONE

KNOW HIS POWER

IN QUIETNESS AND TRUST

Fly, fly, fly away

I want to go on a vacation. Do you? We are moving so fast sometimes that it scares us. It is my second semester in this course and it goes in a cycle. 
2 months = 1 Semester and followed by 3 weeks of holiday and then 2 months again. 
And each time our class gets smaller in numbers and rumors had said that fewer and fewer people dropped out after semesters. It is kind of scary though. :( 


Tomorrow I am doing a presentation and I know it will go well. IKR. hahaha! :)
I am so excited about the worship night this coming Sat! I know God will come.

Stayover

Stayover

After Cell group and Overnight Prayer meeting! This is the left of us!

Cook noodles, chat and study.

*Please ignore my hair* I am just irritated by my forehead been covered.

 Chingming, Clarence, Yingfeng, Tswei and Kaixiang

 The Survivors: Me, Tswei and Ying Feng 

Gotta go school for lesson later at 12 until 3pm, follow by project meeting.

Hope it can end before 7pm so that I can go Ngee Ann poly to support Mayfan's NpStrings with Tianyi, Huimin and Kaixiang!

So much but so little time

KABOOM!

This is how I am feeling right at this moment.

One wise woman said, "Stressing out is unavoidable but stressing out instead of using your brain cells to do stuff that you need to do is a waste of resources."

so relax and smile.

I love doing a lot of things because it makes me really happy when I am really busy. Productive, fruitful.

But it can be very crazy when everything starts to pile up when I didn't manage well my time.

Assignments, projects, modules, lack of finances, commitments.

Don't get me wrong, I love them all because it is what I pray for everyday to my Father in heaven, increase my capacity and this is how it should be. 

so here I am,

"Jesus, I know I asked for it but please teach me how to do it right. Stretch me in a way that I will not break. Let me know that whatever I am doing, I am with You. Give me Your peace. Humbly, I come before You. Still I say, here I am, send me."

Tomorrow

- 930am Project meeting, 12-3pm Lesson, 3-4pm Project meeting (Pending) 4-630pm Revising accounting, 630-830pm Guitar lesson, 830-10pm Revision (Pending) provided if there is no dance practice.

8 We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; 9 persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed—

2 Corinthians 4 


lighter note,

Went to watch Battleship with my dudes! 

They make me happy! Yup! JCube! Nice place to hang out!

 Dance practice was great as usual although it was short!

in the midst of all the Kabooming~ 

Huimin send me this photo :) really make me laugh. hahah 

thanks :) and yes, i will save it in my phone.

use it as your display photo in fb too. it look really good.

I am going to sleep soon! so excited for cg every weekend! :) 

thank you Jesus for such awesome people you brought into my life. 

We gotta sing this song as a praise song in cg this friday!
EGGCITED!!!


GOD will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

YES THATS RIGHT! TODAY

Today I went to Jurong Point................................

YES, THATS RIGHT I AM BLOGGING DAY BY DAY! (Inside joke, pardon me)

 Y, X, M, K

 Look at Abraham~ yes, you tswei.

Really had a lot of fun with you guys! Never fail to make my day! :) we should hang out often! Do many silly stuff together and laugh at head off!!! :)


K, Happy right? I blogged about you! ;)

Name above all names, we rise and sing Your praise

WORSHIP NIGHT WITH ABUNDANT LIFE BAND

Had a worship night with Abundant Life Band.

The presence was so strong that many were touched even for me!

I am so blessed!

Their testimonies are really touching! 

One of them shared something that really touched my heart, 

He has been a christian since young and is a good boy. 

He is constantly making choices everyday, fighting to stay right for God,

making the right choice, to walk the right way.

 After Worship! Awesome cgms who came all the way down just to worship and hunger after God. 

I am very touched! :)

Kangwei came over to find us to go home together! 

I am so thankful to have such wonderful people in my life, constantly motivating me to become a better person, to love God even more despite of all my weaknesses. :)

Thank you, W389!

We all think that we are all going to be great, and we feels a little rob of our expectation that matters but sometimes our expectation sell it short.

Sometimes the expected simply pays off in comparison to the unexpected.

You got to wonder why we claim to our expectation because the expected is what keep us steady, standing still. The expected is just the beginning. the unexpected is what changes our life.

At any given moment the brain has 14 million nerves firing at a speed of 450 miles per hour, we don't have control of most of them, when we get a chill; goose bump, when we get excited; adrenaline, the body naturally follows the impulses which i think its part of why its hard for us to control ours.

of course, sometimes we have impulses we would rather not control.

We don't wish for the easy stuff, we wish for big things, things that are ambitious, out of reach.

FRESH COAT The UV Paint Party @ Zirca

The First Ever UV Paint Party in Singapore :)

J and dee kosh

J and me. Lots of fun although colorful paints were all over us!

two are better than one?

I read a book talking about all the human brain and stuff.

*Hey, I just want to clarify this that I am not a GEEK!*

Human brain is so complex.

Consists of three major parts: Central core, Limbic system and Cerebral cortex, and they regulates your everyday life.

Hence each area plays a part in your brain for example Limbic System has three parts:

1. Hippocampus which plays an important role in emotion, learning and memory.
2. Amygdala plays a role in aggression, eating, drinking, and sexual behaviors.
3. Hypothalamus monitors your blood levels of glucose, salt, blood pressure and hormones

Our brain works in so many mystery ways. Imagine how much more can two brains do at the same time and how much damage can be done if we use it wrongly.

Have you ever had a conversation with someone and you guys started using these mind "power", some of us called it mind games.

Questions started to fill our mind.

"What is he thinking?"

"Why did she say that?"

"Is he hiding something from me?"

"What is the meaning of this?"

And at that very moment you felt that if only I can read his or her mind and everything will be done up right clear, things will not be so complicated.

After the whole conversation, you feel so drained. *brain damaged*

Even for me, I do not fancy mind games because really it is so tiring and if it is possible, I want to be truthful.

Do and say whatever I feel and like.

But we learnt that we need to speak the right words, our words must be edifying.

Meaning that we must control and speak the right things.

Isn't it hard?

and there it goes again, we are talking about the heart, the right attitude.

When you have the right attitude towards everything, you will have the right thoughts in your heart.

Wrong thoughts will come into your mind but choose the right ones to go into your heart and out of your mouth. Tactful words.

And you must understand this, speaking tactfully doesn't means we are hiding the truth, it just means that we cares for you and wanted to speak words that will motivates you.