Intelligence is perception driven

The eye sees only what the mind is prepared to comprehend - Henri Bergson

The reason you never notice your blind spot is because your brain is great at guessing what should be there, an automatically filling in the blank. Sometimes we know what we want to see. And our neocortex turns that expectation into a kind of virtual reality. Which mean that some of the world we see is really just an illusion.  The scary thought when you considered how vulnerable that makes us. So how do we uncover our blind spot? How do we fully see the truth that is right in front of eyes. 

The good place to start is to open up our eyes.

Visions.

Thoughts

Body at rest, stay at rest. And body in motion, stay in motion. Unless act it on by an outside force.

People like objects set in their own path and battling in the constraint reality. As we travel our path, the possible futures were once infinite collide into one; one outcome. Unchangeable, inescapable. We each on a path and sometimes those paths becoming twine, pull into each other and collided.

Focus

^{MATT 6
33} But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Mind over body

exhausted but i dont care.

Unfailing Love by Chris Tomblin

You have my heart

And I am Yours forever

You are my strength

God of grace and power

And everything You hold in Your hand

Still You make time for me

I can't understand

Praise You God of Earth and sky

How beautiful is Your unfailing love

Unfailing love

And You never change God You remain

The Holy One

My unfailing love

Unfailing love

You are my rock

The one I hold on to

You are my song

And I sing for You

And everything You hold in Your hand

Still You make time for me

I can't understand

Praise You God of Earth and sky

How beautiful is Your unfailing love

Unfailing love

And You never change God You remain

The Holy One

My Unfailing love

Unfailing love

And everything You hold in Your hand

Still you make time for me

I can't understand

Praise You God of Earth and sky

How beautiful is Your unfailing love

Unfailing love

And You never change God You remain

The Holy One

My Unfailing love

Unfailing love

I will praise You

Praise you God of earth and sky

How beautiful is your unfailing love

Unfailing love

And You never change God You remain

The Holy One

My Unfailing love

Unfailing love

Unfailing love

Unfailing love

Unfailing love

Unfailing love

PAPERS IN END FEB

Thank you, God! I will make it through! And I will shine.

war

at that very second i know i gonna fight this myself.

Shhhhhh...

I'M ONLY QUIET BECAUSE I'M WORRIED THAT IF YOU PUSH ME TOO FAR, ONE DAY I WILL OPEN MY MOUTH AND I WILL SCREAM SO LOUDLY, IT WILL SHATTER AND BREAK THE WHOLE WORLD.

WORRY NO MORE

Worrying don't stop bad things from happening. It stops you from enjoying the good.

Never gets easier

Sometimes the bad things that happen 

in our lives put us directly on the path to the best things 

that will ever happen to us.

pouring rain

After the pouring rain, there will be rainbow.

Going all out for love, leaving nothing behind. 

G, if I ever fall...let me fall on You. -t

And so hold on when there is nothing in you

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you. 
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too.
...Or being lied about, don't deal in lies.
Or being hated, don't give way to hating.

If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools. 
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken. 
And stood and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it.
And-which is more-you'll be a Man, my son!
(Rudyard Kipling, "If")

Hey, Thanks for always being so encouraging even though I just know you. 
You are really a great friend that I cherish :) keep on doing what you are doing! 
You are making a very big different to everyone!

Matthew 7:7

Yahweh, You have to turn my water into wine. 

I need a breakthrough. Give me some light.

Keep Asking, Seeking, Knocking

⁷ “Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.

Matthew 7

scream and shout

I WANT TO SCREAM AND SHOUT AND LET IT ALL OUT! TO SCREAM AND SHOUT AND LET IT ALL OUT~!

my desire, my imagination

While I can't have you now, I long for you. I am the kind of person who would miss a train or a plane to meet you for coffee. I'd take a taxi across town to see you for ten minutes. I'd go all the way to your school in the night at 11pm just to send you home. I'd wait outside all night if I thought you would open the door in the morning. If you call me and say "Will you..." My answer is 'Yes', before your sentence is out. I spin worlds where we could be together. I dream you. For me, imagination and desire are very close. -t

pain

be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you -Ovid

good bad days

Once in a while, amidst all your bad days, you'll have a good day. A great day even. Make sure you remember those days. Keep them safely in the pockets of your coat or in a jar on your desk because you need to know that there are and will be better days. You need to remember how on those days you felt all warm inside, like you've just drank a hot cup of tea. Like a small fire ignited inside of you. Hold on to the warmth and never let it go.

Hebrews 11:5

"STUDIES MAKE ME CRAZY"

I am currently at the 2nd last semester of my breaching course to my degree. 

FINALLY! Time seems to pass so quickly. Perhaps is the "shiongness" of the course.

In a total of 5 semesters, we are required to complete 15 mods.

1 Semester equals 2 months equals 3 Mods.

For instance: I took 3 years to complete my financial accounting in secondary school but in this course, we are required to complete it within 2 months. Even in poly, they take 6 months to complete this too! 

What to do, it is a breaching course.

What do you do during the course? *Glad that you asked*

We are supposed to do our group project for the first month and prepare for our individual online quiz *Both add up to 50% of the marks for the grade*. 

While catching up on our revision so that at the end of  the 2nd month, we are able to go for the final exam which is another 50% of our grade. This cycle goes on for 5 times.

You cannot fail any of this! Otherwise you will repeat the whole semester. *That suck* IKR.

What am I going to do after this breaching course? 

I am considering continuing my studies BSc (Hons) International Business by University in Birmingham. 

They have really attractive mods!

And best part is you are able to go UK for a term (3 months) for exchange.

Everyday I kept reminding myself my objective of working harder, keeping my eyes on the prize. 

Oh yes, there were so many times that I felt like giving up, especially the week before my finals. 

There were times I tea red uncontrollably, there were even times I grasped for air due to the stress by looking at the notes in front of me.

But because of all these, I learnt to rely on God more and more. Relying on His strength, putting my trust in Him. Knowing that when I try my best, He will do the rest.

Confessing His promises repeatedly. 

And He replied, 

"Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the Lord your God, He is the One who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you."

Even though studies can takes up most of our time but we should make it a point to spend some time with God. Christianity is not just another religion, it is a relationship. And only with God, you can then do all things. Don't let the world take you away from Him, give Him some of your time.